When someone tells you to be strong for them while they are gone, and you promise them that you will be. Then its a lie because you can’t be strong for them when that person is the person who gives you strength in life. Then finding out that he is in the hospital and has to stay there and then is getting transported to another hospital, to get help but has to wait for a phone call from the hospital people to confirm thats where he has to go. Then he calls to let you know what’s going and tells you not to worry and that you can’t visit because of orders…

(Forever worried…)